Post by Kid Amazo on Feb 24, 2013 16:01:25 GMT -5
Now I'm not entirely sure how long I've actually been absent from this forum for, but I can only presume it's between 3 weeks to a month. However it was not entirely my intention, for a few days of that inactivity, yes, I was being somewhat lazy, uninspired. My energy was being leeched off of from my disdain towards various coworkers, but then came heavy and unexpected news.
A good friend and coworker of mine who I had not seen for a week, he was in the process of becoming a full hire, so I never expected what would hit me early on february. On a saturday I was informed that my friend had allegedly passed away, at first I was uncertain at what had happened.
As it would turn out, which I learned that next week, Boris Valez II passed away after suffering several stab wounds to the neck, recieved from an uninvited person at a house party. I felt some sadness, but I suppose I felt more outrage and disgust (borderline misanthropy) as I heard testimony of the landlord of the house claiming to be more regretful of the blood on the porch than empathy or sadness at the needless loss of a life.
However I am back, I felt it would have been best for me to get my head on straight than burden everyone with depressed and pitiful comments or retorts, and so I could again focus on roleplaying again at full efficiency. I regret not mentioning anything sooner, I just couldn't muster the drive or focus to sign in and disclose this tragedy so soon after it occured. I simply hope that I have not upset anyone with my inactivity and can make it up with renewed vigor.
A good friend and coworker of mine who I had not seen for a week, he was in the process of becoming a full hire, so I never expected what would hit me early on february. On a saturday I was informed that my friend had allegedly passed away, at first I was uncertain at what had happened.
As it would turn out, which I learned that next week, Boris Valez II passed away after suffering several stab wounds to the neck, recieved from an uninvited person at a house party. I felt some sadness, but I suppose I felt more outrage and disgust (borderline misanthropy) as I heard testimony of the landlord of the house claiming to be more regretful of the blood on the porch than empathy or sadness at the needless loss of a life.
However I am back, I felt it would have been best for me to get my head on straight than burden everyone with depressed and pitiful comments or retorts, and so I could again focus on roleplaying again at full efficiency. I regret not mentioning anything sooner, I just couldn't muster the drive or focus to sign in and disclose this tragedy so soon after it occured. I simply hope that I have not upset anyone with my inactivity and can make it up with renewed vigor.